an update!!

There's my little man! I love him.

he's been taking up all my time, and i love that too. I miss writing. Believe me, I've wanted to write, but there seems like there's not enough time in the day! If I'm not staring at his cute face, I'm carrying him, feeding him, changing him...or catching up on sleep or a shower! eeks.

Baby bliss.

Anyway. Life isn't really blissfull right now..well, except for mr. man. But, oh well. Financially life stinks. I'm trying to figure out how to make it all work. Oh well. Life lesson.

Things are still looming in the husband department. We're going through day by day. I miss him. I feel a sense of loss in our relationship, and in him. Not because of the baby. I love the baby. Lil bear has been the best thing to happen.

I'm back at work...and it was nice to feel missed. I'm glad to be back, but I miss being with the baby. I feel liek I'm missing out on so much being away from him for most of the day. but, we gotta pay the bills, so...that's life.

I feel so boring. I'm all--baby this, baby that...tell me to shut up already! haha.

While gone, I did drink--yay. wine and beer are my friends again!

I have work to do..but i wanted to say hi!!! :) I miss you girls

hellooo

Oh how i miss work. heh. No, i miss a real paycheck and stuff, but I love being home with little man. There have been so many times i've wanted to write and finally i got a chance! the laundry is staring at me, but it will wait. little man is bathed, husband is at work (his new job) and my mom is in the kitchen making dinner for us.

Things have been so roller coaster this past month. With KS losing his job, the baby being born, ks being suspended from his job and losing his severance, the child support court, the other issue w/ ks court (which is next week---please pray), and our financial situation..ugh. Yeah, things have not been going well. I'm having faith. I went to church for the first time in 3 years. I went the day before I went into the hospital. Thank God (seriously) that I did. We almost lost little man on his trip out. I'll have to write the birth story another time.

he's crying...gtg.